Crave

I crave the blood
I crave the hurt
Too many times
My heart has been jerked
So much pain
So much loss
The color, texture and taste of blood
Permanently locked
Within my broken mind of soul
Not sure where to go
Not sure what to do
My heart has been held
But only by few
Too much pain
For my lonely life
One more time
For so much hurt
After this
No more jerks
Finished with the pain
Finished with the hurt
No more time
For the love and sorrow
It is now time
To find my own way
No more boys
Will hurt me this way
Done with this
Empty life
Time for me
To turn out the light