Who Are We Really?

Question Time. Who Are You? Who Am I? Does Anyone Really Know? We Learn New Things About Ourselves Every Single Day. My Mother Expects Me To Have My Entire Life Figured Out. I Don't Even Have Myself As A Person Figured Out. She Says I Have Two Years Until She Kicks Me Out. And She Has Given Up On Speaking To Me... Is It My Fault? Did I Do Something Wrong By Not Knowing For Sure Where My Life Is Going? Am I Faulty? Broken In Some Way? She Seems To Think So...

Prosperity

Dancing in the middle
Of the frost bitten streets
Extraordinary white canvas
Surrounds the two hearts
Of a former love
Which found their way
Back into each others steady arms
Snowflakes fall
As if they are circling
These two beautiful beings
Beauty and prosperity
As if by fate
These two lovers
Were meant to be
The two will never feel the cold
As long as they are with each other
And know their love
Will last forever

Crave

I crave the blood
I crave the hurt
Too many times
My heart has been jerked
So much pain
So much loss
The color, texture and taste of blood
Permanently locked
Within my broken mind of soul
Not sure where to go
Not sure what to do
My heart has been held
But only by few
Too much pain
For my lonely life
One more time
For so much hurt
After this
No more jerks
Finished with the pain
Finished with the hurt
No more time
For the love and sorrow
It is now time
To find my own way
No more boys
Will hurt me this way
Done with this
Empty life
Time for me
To turn out the light

Your Own World

Its never to late
To start your life again
On a new path
Follow your dreams
Don’t let anyone stop you
From going after the things you want
Take a chance
Do the things that you crave to do
You can do anything
You can accomplish anything that you put your mind to
Just try something new
Step out of your comfort zone
And take what you want out of life
Take a chance on your life
And change your life
Make your life what you want it to be
Follow your conscience
Turn your life into your life
Don’t follow others
Choose your own world

Tricks

Tricks of the mind
Equal tricks of the soul
Tricks of the spirit
And tricks of reality
Nothing is ever what it seems
Be aware of the abnormal
And the supernatural
Skeptics see life as normal
And usual
But if you believe
Even the slightest bit
That leaving your safety zone
And stepping out of the box of your life
Releases you
And allows you to feel free
You will be on the right path
To happiness and excitement
Free your life of the usual
Experience new things
And new traditions
Tricks of the mind, spirit, soul and reality
Equal freedom

This poem was inspired by Chris Angel =]

Tempted Heart

The way I breathe
While he kisses my neck
Rubs his strong hands along my yearning curves
Tempts his manly physique and mind
The way I breathe
Proves my temptation
His soft skin
His perfect tongue
And his amazing touch
Forces me to yearn for the sinful pleasure
I yearn to let out cries of ecstasy and passion
I crave the way his dark eyes look deeply into mine
The way he breathes
The way he runs his fingers through my soft hair
And the way his hands tremble as he moves them along my addicted body
The seductive tenderness allows me to moan with enjoyment
Excitement fills my tempted heart

Shattered

I tell my friends I am moving on
But every time I see his face
I kill myself inside
Because I know as I was breaking his
Heart
I shattered mine...

Beautiful Winter

Walk out into the magical cold
Snowflakes falling
In the dim light of the night
Watching underneath the street light
Something so beautiful
Cause a dizzy feeling
Billions of snowflakes
Circling my numb body
Only one on my mind
His sensitive and loving heart
Now I realize
He is perfect for me
The love I feel for him
Stronger then any feeling
This perfect being
Holding my heart
As I hold his
Finally I have received
The love I deserve
In this beautiful winter

"Never Again"

The sweet temptation
The words from his soft lips
The touch of his seductive hands
Hypnotized her heart
As soon as she fell for his act
He disappeared
And left her to bleed
Left her to hurt
He says he’s sorry
Sorry has never disgusted her
As much as it does now
He has no idea
What he has done
Drawn a broken girl
To hurt herself
To cover up the pain he has caused
She cries in the dark
Applies more pressure
Forces the dark blood out of her veins
She takes a few deep breaths
This time applies twice as much pressure
She whispers to herself
”Never again.”

Disappear

Reflection of the roaring flames
Glistening in my eyes
The loss I felt when I was never in your arms
Hurt me more then the flames
Just seconds away from my tempted body
To feel my flesh burning
To feel the pain leave my heart
And to never miss you again
Tempts me throughout the night
Flames grow down
Just as the wonder in my eyes loosens
I sit up
Lean towards the burning coals and bantam flames
Enough to erase the memories of my broken heart
I drop into the blistering heat
And disappear with the wind
Ashes into the night

Love At First Sight?

The first second I saw you
I knew you
I knew your struggles
Your hopes
And your flaws
As soon as I heard you play
I melted
The sound of your voice sent chills down my spine
A million butterflies filled my lungs
I couldn't breathe
When you spoke the first words
My heart skipped a beat
A smile on my face
That now can never fade
Your face, so familiar
I know you from somewhere, but where?
A dream maybe
Or was this the dream?
Did I truly see you?
Hear you?
Feel your depth?
Or was it my imagination playing tricks to fill my heart with joy and faith?
Was this real?
Is the way I am feeling true?
Oh how I wish I knew you.